Joke—little boy said, “your conscience is what
makes you tell your mom what happened before your sister does.”
The IRS has what is called a ‘conscience fund’,
started way back in 1811 when someone in NYC sent in $6 because they had
cheated on their taxes.
In 1950, $370,000 was brought in. $14,000 was
sent by one person.
They have received notes that say such things as:
“I’ll sleep better now,”
“I’d hate to burn in hell over a couple of
bucks,”
and my
favorite, “I’m sending you this $175 because my conscience has been bothering
me…if it continues to bother me I’ll send the rest!”
A Conscience is something that we have in our
human condition.
We all have a conscience that gives us a sense of
guilt when we have done something wrong.
In 1984 an Avianca Airlines jet crashed in Spain.
Investigators studying the accident made an eerie discovery.
The "black box" cockpit recorders
revealed that several minutes before impact a shrill,
computer-synthesized voice from the plane's
automatic warning system told the crew repeatedly in English, "Pull up!
Pull up!"
The pilot, evidently thinking the system was
malfunctioning, snapped, "Shut up, Gringo!" and switched the system
off.
Minutes
later the plane plowed into the side of a mountain. Everyone on board died.
When I saw that tragic story on the news shortly
after it happened, it struck me as a perfect parable of the way modern people
treat guilt—
the warning messages of their consciences.
Today we are going to look at Paul in Jerusalem
in acts 23. In this passage today we
will see Paul talk about his conscience.
Before we get into Acts 23 we need to do some
background work.
Last time we looked at the book of Acts Paul had
made his defense before the mob scene in the Temple.
He had gone through his conversion story and he
explained to the crowd how God had sent him to the Gentiles.
With that said the crowd went nuts and decided
that he wasn’t even fit to let live.
The Roman soldiers took him inside the barracks
and were going to question him.
They were going to have him scourged which was a
very terrible thing to go through.
Paul explained to the Centurion that he was a
Roman citizen.
A Roman citizen could not be scourged and a Roman
citizen had to have a trial to be proven guilty.
When the soldiers found that Paul was a Roman
citizen things completely changed.
They wanted to get to the bottom of the
accusations against Paul so they called together the Jewish High Council or the
Sanhedrin.
It is at this point in our passage today that Paul
is before the Jewish Sandhedrin.
Lets turn to Acts 23 and see Paul’s opening
sentence which will form the basis of our sermon this morning.
Acts 23: 1
1 Paul, looking intently at the Council, said,
"Brethren , I have lived my life with a perfectly good conscience before God up to this day."
When Paul makes his defense before the Jewish
High Council he makes this point.
Paul had always made it his point to live with a
good conscience with God up to this point in his life.
He had strived to do the right thing so that he
could pillow his head at night and know that he was doing God’s will.
So Biblically What is one’s Conscience?
The word conscience is a combination of the Latin
words scire ("to know") and con ("together").
The Greek
word for "conscience" is found more than thirty times in the New
Testament--suneidesis, which also literally means "co-knowledge."
Conscience is knowledge together with oneself.
That is to
say, your conscience knows your inner motives and true thoughts.
It is
above reason and beyond intellect. You can rationalize, trying to justify
yourself in your own mind, but a violated conscience will not be easily
convinced.
The Hebrew word for conscience is leb, usually
translated "heart" in the Old Testament.
The conscience is so much at the core of the
human soul that the Hebrew mind did not draw a distinction between conscience
and the rest of the inner person.
Thus when
Moses recorded that Pharaoh "hardened his heart" (Exodus 8:15), he
was saying that Pharaoh had steeled his conscience against God's will.
Throughout his administration, Abraham Lincoln
was a president under fire, especially during the scarring years of the Civil
War.
And though he knew he would make errors of
office, he resolved never to compromise his integrity.
So strong was this resolve that he once said,
"I desire so to conduct the affairs of this
administration that if at the end, when I come to lay down the reins of power,
I have lost every other friend on earth, I shall at least have one friend left,
and that friend shall be down inside of me."
Now I
understand what Lincoln was saying that he wanted to live by his conscience but
as Christians there is more to it than that.
In some
sense all people even the heathen have some sense of a conscience.
Paul
says in Romans 2:14-15
When
Gentiles who do not have the Law do instinctively the things of the Law, these,
not having the Law, are a law to themselves, in that they show the work of the
Law written in their hearts, their consciences bearing witness, and their
thoughts alternately accusing or else defending them."
Even
these Gentiles had a sense of right and wrong from their conscience.
Our
conscience tells us that we ought to do right but it is God’s word that tells
us what is right and wrong.
We
should have even a greater desire than Lincoln – if every man didn’t like us
for the stand we take it should not matter –
all
that should matter is that God is our friend.
This is
where Paul was with his conscience.
He not only was able to live in his own skin
and know he did his best but he was able to say before God that he had a good
conscience.
All
that should matter is that you are in God’s family.
The world says, “let your conscience be your
guide.”
But that’s not always a good idea.
You can’t always do that…because conscience
doesn’t set the standard of right and wrong, it only applies the standards that
you’ve been taught.
Conscience is like a thermostat…it can be set to
operate at many different levels.
The Word of God MUST inform our conscience
Today I want to look at words found in the bible
that describe one’s conscience.
1)
A conscience can be defiled
One
reason that we can’t trust in ourselves or in our own conscience is the fact
that the conscience can be defiled.
Titus
1: 15
15 To the pure, all things are pure ; but to those who are defiled and unbelieving, nothing is pure, but both their mind and their conscience are defiled.
Conscience is like a sundial…you can shine a
flashlight on a sundial and make it say anything you want, if you hold it from
the right angle.
I’ve actually confronted Christians with sin
issues--only to hear back from them that they don’t feel it’s wrong.
“I’m ok
with it…I don’t believe it’s sin,” they are saying.
Well,
truth isn’t based on feeling it’s based on fact. Their conscience is still
there, it’s just been defiled!
Conscience is like a window, and the light coming thru the window is the Word of God.
Conscience is like a window, and the light coming thru the window is the Word of God.
The dirtier the window, the less light gets
thru…it isn’t as pure…it browns the light.
Some Christians so repeatedly sin that they defile their conscience.
Some Christians so repeatedly sin that they defile their conscience.
The first time they “did that” it really bothered
them…they confessed it, and tried to do better, but fell again, and felt
guilty,
and eventually didn’t want to confess anymore
[negative feeling] so they just went on and swept it under the rug,
and the glass darkened, and now they can do it
freely anytime…
they’ve come to accept something they shouldn’t!
The conscience…it can be defiled…
In other words, the conscience functions like a
skylight, not a light bulb.
It lets
light into the soul; it does not produce its own.
Its effectiveness is determined by the amount of
pure light you expose it to, and by how clean you keep it.
Cover it or put it in total darkness and it
ceases to function.
A Guilty Conscience is much like rust that gets
into Iron.
Guilt can eat away at our conscience until it
eats right into our soul.
Rust can eat away at Iron until it changes it
chemically – it is brittle it is no longer just pure iron but something
corroded and weak.
Guilt in our conscience from sin can do the same
thing –it can eat away and corrode who we are.
2. It can be seared
2. It can be seared
1 Timothy 4: 1-2
But the Spirit explicitly says that in later times some will fall away from the faith, paying attention to deceitful spirits and doctrines of demons, 2 by means of the hypocrisy of liars seared in their own conscience as with a branding iron,
The people that Paul is warning Timothy about are people that
have bought into so much false doctrine and hypocrisy that they have become calloused.
Your conscience is like the nerve endings in your fingertips.
Its sensitivity to external stimuli can be damaged by the
buildup of calluses or even wounded so badly as to be virtually impervious to
any feeling.
Paul also wrote of the dangers of a calloused conscience
Have you ever met people that are so full of hypocrisy that
they cannot see their own sin anymore.
They are above the Law of God in their own minds.
They spend so much time looking at others and their sin that
they cant see their own sin.
Their conscience has become seared by their own
hypocrisy.
When they are confronted by their sin they react violently to
it or they just ignore it and think that this Bible passage doesn’t apply to
them.
Ill.—old prospector sleeping in his tent, w/ dog
tied up outside.
The dog started barking so he hollered at him to
be quiet.
Again, and he cussed the dog. Again, and he
kicked the dog.
Again and again, and he kicked it to death!
Went back to sleep, only to be murdered by the
very intruders the dog was trying to warn him were coming!
Many Christians have kicked their conscience to death and now they’re headed headlong for disaster and don’t even know it…
Many Christians have kicked their conscience to death and now they’re headed headlong for disaster and don’t even know it…
because they’ve disconnected the alarm.
The conscience…it can be defiled, seared…
The conscience…it can be defiled, seared…
3. It
can be evil
Hebrews 10: 22
22 let us draw near with a sincere heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled clean from an evil conscience and our bodies
washed with pure water.
A
conscience can become so twisted that one doesn’t even think what they are
doing is evil
A
minister in Texas was caught with pornographic material on his church computer.
How
does it get to that point?
How
does one get so deprived that they can justify doing something like that in
their church office?
It
is an evil conscience – twisted by so much sin that it leads to the
unimaginable.
I
knew a young man in high school that lied so much that we believe that he
started to believe the lies he told.
He
rarely told the truth and sin became so commonplace that you could not trust a
word he said.
So
far I have mentioned some negatives about the conscience – a defiled
conscience, a seared conscience, and even an evil conscience.
What
do we do as Christians to have a clear conscience.
Later
in Acts 24:16 Paul will once again claim to have a clear conscience. How can we stand today and have a clear
conscience.
1) Have Humility and
realize your place in the Universe.
Former
heavyweight boxer James (Quick) Tillis was a cowboy from Oklahoma who fought
out of Chicago in the early 1980’s.
Years
later, he still remembers his first day in the Windy City after his arrival
from Tulsa.
"I
got off the bus with two cardboard suitcases under my arms in downtown Chicago
and stopped in front of the Sears Tower.
I
put my suitcases down and I looked up at the Sears Tower and I said to myself,
’I’m going to conquer Chicago.’"
"When I looked down, my suitcases were
gone."
Tillis
was humbled by this – in one second he is going to conquer the world and in the
next his stuff is gone.
We
must realize that our prideful spirits can lead to a great fall.
We
must take guard to stay humble before the Lord.
2)
Confession
Confess
and forsake known sin . Examine your guilt feelings in light of Scripture.
Deal
with the sin God's Word reveals.
Proverbs
28:13 says, " He who conceals his transgressions will not prosper, but he
who confesses and forsakes them will find compassion."
First
John 1 speaks of confession of sin as an ongoing characteristic of the
Christian life:
"If we confess our sins, He is faithful
and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all
unrighteousness" (v. 9).
We
should certainly confess to those we have wronged:
"Therefore,
confess your sins to one another, and pray for one another, so that you may be
healed" (James 5:16).
But above all, you should confess to the One
whom sin offends most.
As David wrote,
"I
acknowledged my sin to You, and my iniquity I did not hide; I said, 'I will
confess my transgressions to the LORD'; and You forgave the guilt of my
sin" (Psalm 32:5).
3) Forgiveness
Ask
forgiveness and be reconciled to anyone you have wronged .
Jesus
instructed us,
Therefore
if you are presenting your offering at the altar, and there remember that your
brother has something against you, leave your offering there before the altar
and go; first be reconciled to your brother, and then come and present your
offering. (Matthew 5:23-24)
Before
a Christian is to enter into a time of Worship they should be reconciled to
their brethren if they have a conflict between them.
If
we ignore this type of teaching eventually we can just ignore our own brother
in Christ and our conscience will allow us to harbor hatred and believe the
unthinkable.
Jesus
also said,
For
if you forgive others for their transgressions, your heavenly Father will also
forgive you. But if you do not forgive others, then your Father will not
forgive your transgressions. (Matthew 6:14-15)
We
forgive because we are forgiven.
4) Procrastination
Don't
procrastinate in clearing your wounded conscience .
Paul
said he did his best "to maintain always a blameless conscience both
before God and before men" (Acts 24:16).
Some
people put off dealing with their guilt, thinking their conscience will clear
itself in time. It won't. Procrastination allows the guilt feelings to fester.
That in turn generates depression, anxiety,
and other emotional problems.
5) Education
Educate
your conscience .
A weak, easily grieved conscience results from
a lack of spiritual knowledge
If your conscience is too easily wounded,
don't violate it.
To
violate even a weak conscience is to train yourself to override conviction, and
that will lead to overriding true conviction about real sin.
Moreover,
violating the conscience is a sin in itself (v. 12; cf. Romans 14:23), bringing
legitimate guilt for a real offense against God.
So, respond to your conscience, even if it's
weak, and then continue to inform your conscience with God's Word so it can
begin to function with reliable data.
An
important aspect of educating the conscience is teaching it to focus on the
right object--divinely revealed truth.
If your conscience looks only to personal
feelings, it can accuse you wrongfully.
You
are certainly not to order your life according to your feelings.
A conscience fixed on feelings becomes
unreliable.
If you are subject to depression and
melancholy, you of all people should not allow your conscience to be informed
by your feelings.
Despondent feelings will provoke unnecessary
doubts and fears in the soul when not kept in check by a well-advised
conscience.
The
conscience must be persuaded by God's Word, not by your feelings.
Furthermore,
the conscience errs when the mind focuses wholly on your faltering in sin and
ignores the triumphs of God's grace in you.
True Christians experience both realities.
Conscience
must be allowed to weigh the fruit of the Spirit in your life as well as the
remnants or your sinful flesh.
It must see your faith as well as your
failings.
Otherwise the conscience will become overly
accusing, prone to unwholesome doubts about your standing before God.
Learn to subject your conscience to the truth
of God and the teaching of Scripture.
As
you do that, your conscience will be more clearly focused and better able to
give you reliable feedback.
With
a trustworthy conscience, you have a powerful aid to spiritual growth and
stability.
With
a clear conscience, you live in an abundance of freedom and joy.
Today
you can have joy and freedom in Christ and you can have a clear conscience.
Some
people are looking for security in the wrong places and they wonder why their
conscience never feels right.
Some
run to secrecy – Secret sin in their life that they harbor
Things
they don’t want others to know about them – God can forgive and give you a
clear slate.
Others
may deal with unhealthy guilt that it is just man made.
God
wants us all to have freedom from this guilt by living in His will for our
lives.